Monday, June 16, 2014

4 Years Later

Let me paint you a picture

It's June 16, 2010. A balmy summer night, and a self proclaimed theatre nerd is sitting in her bedroom watching the seconds tick by on a video upload to this weird website called YouTube, which turns out (to her surprise) houses videos other than Smosh and thevlogbrothers. She's co-president of the Harry Potter club at school. She's head over heels in love with her boyfriend. She wears sweatpants 3 days a week and owns one makeup palette (and to be honest, it was a gift). With her unruly curly hair, party girl reputation, and sailor slang she's the last person pre-teens should be taking advice from. And despite the portrait painted of what a perfect "guru" should be, she takes the chance on a summer hobby and posts her first video, in the only manner she knows how. Raw. Unfiltered. Candid, and 100% real. Would it be cliche if I said that after that the rest was history? Because it was. 

Fast forward 4 years later. I'm sitting in that same bedroom, drinking that same tea my mom has made me since middle school, in that same mug I stole from my dad when I was 15, texting the same best friends I've had since the day I turned 11. So much of my life has stayed the same, yet so much has changed in these last four years I hardly recognize the life I live. 

To say I never expected any of this would be a serious understatement. 'Meghan Rosette' was bred out of summer bed-rest & boredom, and today, that false identity scrolls through the credits on Nickelodeon. My brain cannot comprehend how any of this came to be. When people ask me what I attribute all of this success to, I stare back at them blank faced. I don't have an answer. I haven't got a clue in the world to why nearly 900,000 people care about me. (The only explanation I have is that every single one of you had a momentary lapse of judgement at the very same moment.) Regardless of how this happened, it did, and I can't thank you all enough. To say you changed my life would be doing you injustice. You changed my past, my present, my future, and me. I am who I am today because of this journey. 

Up until I was 19 YouTube was purely just a hobby to fill my Sunday afternoons and lazy school breaks. But come September of 2012 all of that changed. My sophomore of year college I was bullied by my roommates, whom I considered to be some of my best friends. I became this creature engulfed in depression and I hardly recognized myself. And as I endured panic attack after panic attack, the only thing that kept me holding on was all of you. When it all got to be too much and I left college to get better, you were the first people I told. And the road to recovery led me here. Opening up about my struggles was one of the hardest things I've ever done. Admitting you have a problem to your friends and family is tough enough, but going on the internet and telling little girls who look up to you that you're battling the darkest of demons was earth shattering. To this day it was the hardest video I've ever had to make. And I'd make it ten thousand times over. At that moment, with that video, YouTube ceased to be a website with faceless usernames and it became my family. You all became my family. The support I received was unfathomable, thousands of messages came in telling me that I wasn't alone in my battle, that we were all struggling through this tough time together. You held my hand the whole way. And every day I'm holding your hand through whatever you're facing. We're in this together. 

You saved my life.

It's been 4 years since I posted my first YouTube video and today I am living my wildest dreams.

Thank you.
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107 comments :

  1. You are such an inspiration Meghan, I've been subscribed to you for a while and I loved you since the beginning! You're personality is awesome, amazing, quirky, and fun. I've loved seeing your channel grow and expand and you getting crazy opportunities! You're one of my inspirations for blogging, and I couldn't thank you more. Thank you for continuing to make spectacular videos! (:

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  2. Meghan, you may not even notice this comment, but I just wanted to say that you have impacted my life so much. Through your Dr. Meghan videos, I gained a lot of confidence and now, I can dance in public with my friends and just have a great time, without worrying about other people's judgement of me. Whenever I am feeling down, I watch your videos and your awesome, unique, funny, and quirky personality puts a smile on my face. Every advice that you offer means so much to me, and I am so grateful that I randomly clicked on one of your videos almost a year ago. You are more than just a beauty guru or a YouTuber; you are my role model. Thank you so much for just being the amazing and beautiful person you are!

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  3. Sending all those thank yous right back at you Meghan ! Without having someone like you to inspire us a lot of us would have stayed lost in those deep holes of depression. It's crazy to have so much in common with someone you've never met. I'd really just like to thank you for helping me to accept myself , realise my dreams as well as chase them. I can't wait to see what joys and success the next 4 years will bring you :)♡
    xoxo

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  4. Meghan, I went throughout a pretty dark time last year and your videos were something that brightened my day a little. You're such a fab writer you should really post more on here too:)
    xo~ Emma (Missemmalouise12.blogspot.com)

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  5. I have completely fallen in love with you and your videos while you were doing vlogmas last year. I have been watching your videos before but at that time I got so into them, I was waiting for your new videos so much. Now I have watched the majority of your videos and I still get really excited to see a new video from you.
    I can relate to you in so many ways and you can really inspire. I can only wish you best of luck with everything you do!
    Miglė x | Meet Me On The Balcony

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  6. Thank you for sharing your life with us!
    You are incredibly well spoken and I cant wait to see you in your acting endeavours !

    Cheers, Jennifer
    cheersjennifer.blogspot.ca

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  7. Meghan, I love your videos and your blog. You never fail to make me smile and laugh until it hurts. You are so loved! You deserve all of the amazing opportunities that are waiting for you!!

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  8. Your videos are amazing and so are you! They make my day when l feel down. I watch your old videos sometimes because they make me laugh and l can really see an amazing person who l would love to meet and hung out all day but l don't have that chance because l live in Europe. But l really really hope that one day l will meet you. :)
    Don't let anyone take you down, make you sad, angry, mad,.... because they are you some haters and jealous people who don't want to see you happy. (That's happening to me a lot to but l just ignore them)
    You know who you are and don't let anyone change you!
    I love you so so so so much. You make my day
    xoxoxo

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  9. Meghan,

    This makes me sosososo happy to read! I'm so proud of all your accomplishments. You have grown so much as a person and we love you so much <3

    -xx Tay
    http://when-im-older.com
    http://www.bloglovin.com/en/blog/3729106

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  10. You are definitely someone for all of us to look up to, congratulations on all the success

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  11. Meghan, I love you!!!! I've been a subscriber since those early days in your bedroom when you were still dating your boyfriend. You've been one of my best friends through the virtual world and I'm so excited about how successful you are :).

    Xoxo, Daisy

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  12. Sending you lots of love, hugs and tea back :) <3 Your videos brighten up my day and I am so happy I stumbled across your channel. I can't wait to see the web series you filmed with Oli and everyone else!!! :D
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  13. Meghan this made me so happy, I am 100% a supporter and I think you're incredible. You inspire me everyday to follow my dream and trust in myself. I love you dearly. xoxo Emma (bearswillroam.tumblr.com)

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  14. Meghan, I really want to know youre reading this: You are the kinda girl I would be jealous about at school, the girl I always wanted to be friends with, the girl I looked at the hallway and say at myself 'I wish I was that special, cool, fearless, white girl' -as cliche as it sounds-. But then you posted that video, maybe I saw 2 years later: at the time I was surviving ''panic attack after panic attack" + deep depression. I like to think we are friends, we ate that cookies together, we got skinnier trough that depression, we imagined being with a perfect guy at a perfect beach in a perfect white tee, and that we love poetry and have treacherous curly hair and Treacherous TS songs...

    And YOU saying that I saved your life... makes ME happy. I pray for your heart, so it wont suffer thinking of anxiety and suicide. I pray for you so your mind doesnt obsesses with not your dreams, and I pray your body feels loved by you- because thats what I pray for myself and every girl (you, you and you) that feels depressed and anxious. Because we deserve to be that flawless girl we always saw at the hallway-.

    And you, Meghan, are the first youtube girl I would be jealous of that I feel Im friends with. Even if you dont read this comment. I read yours (:

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  15. You inspired me to try something new and start my own blog!

    www.craftwithcheese.com

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  16. this post actually made me tear up! so proud of how far you've come and love watching your videos! like ive tweeted before, you're like a big sister to all of the girls that originally started watching you for tips,but now feel like a close friend :) love you !

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  17. This is such a nice article, I almost strated crying. I really like your videos and I admire you for what you do in your life. I now that we never meet but I feel that you are very nice person and I think that we will be very good friend.
    Keep doing what makes you happy. :)

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  18. Oh it wasn't a momentary lapse of judgement. You're definitely one of my all time favourite YouTubers. Confession? I was having a really hard time in my life when I came across your The Perks of Being Me video. It literally made me cry and let it all out. So I converted it to mp3 and transferred it to my phone. That was a year ago.
    I have watched every single video of yours ever since.
    So, I'd like to thank YOU.
    :)

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  19. Such a great post! Been watching you for about 3 years and it's crazy how much you've grown but still stayed the same down the earth, flower wearing, hilarious girl!

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  20. Meghan your videos as well as you are simply amazing ! thank you for inspiring me to start my own fashion blog.
    www.bofwof.blogspot.ae
    lots of love xxxx

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  21. Your blog is so cool :))

    www.beautyfunandfashion.wordpress.com

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  22. Im so glad that you made a blog. I always love reading your blogs and your opinions. PLus you always have the coolest photos.

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  23. LOVE your personality and awesome rays of sunshine you radiate, your super original! keep up the good work Meghan you rock

    http://jennoshealth.blogspot.ie/

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  24. 4 years?! You have grown into an amazing person! Keep doing what you're doing :)

    xoxo
    Arielle Louisee

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  25. Ahh i love your blog!! Congrats on 1 mil!!! :)

    washed-water.blogspot.com

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  26. Maghan, whatever you're facing (however hard it may be), you're not alone. And storms don't go on forever, soon enough you see the rainbow. You're really strong. I understand how hard it is to blog and make a video about it, I'm so proud you did, cos I'm still struggling to let someone know my sadness. My friends they think I'm strong, people tell me I'm strong but in fact I'm not that strong, I have problem, I'm depressed, I struggle too. One can only be strong for so long, we'll be here for you. Take care, and love you! Xoxo, V (venusalonn.blogspot.sg)

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  27. Hi Meghan! I just wanted to stop by to say Thank you! You are such a sweet, funny, and inspiring spirit and I'm so thankful I stumbled upon your youtube channel. I love that you are brave enough to share you story about your struggle with depression. You are beautiful inside and out! I hope you're having a wonderful day! You inspired me to start a blog- I also struggle with depression. But I also talk about beauty:) If you could feature me in any way or just check it out I would be honored! Thanks for all you do, girl!:)

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  28. oops! Here's my blog name :) http://whenlifegivesulymes.blogspot.com/

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  29. Love your blog and youtube channel Meghan :)

    I would appreciate anyone who would take the time to check out my blog dedicated to my photography and lifestyle <3

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  30. Waah. This is such an endearing post dear. Love it. ♥

    By the way do you want to follow each other?

    Kindly leave a comment on my blog and I'll instantly follow you back.

    Thanks much dear! :) -
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  32. You're amazing! Found your blog recently and I’d like to say that I’m in love with it!
    Interesting posts!

    Diana Cloudlet
    http://www.dianacloudlet.com/

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  33. How did you get the theme for your blog

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  34. I've been bullied by apartment roomies too :( thanks for sharing your story! I looked up Justine's and Delaynie's FB profiles and you're way prettier anyway LOL

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  35. You are amazing! Thanks for making me smile with every video of yours.

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  36. You're such a cool and sweet personality Meghan. I love to watch your videos <3
    xoxo Carina

    www.iammetalheart.com

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  37. I like your videos, although I only discovered your yt channel recently when looking for some advice on how to help my bf get through major depression he is fighting for a couple of years now.

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  38. you are such an inspiration, and i love watching your videos!
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  39. Hey, you're great, I love your feet!

    You have really pretty feet and toes, I have a pure girl-crush on your toes!

    I think I have a foot fetish!

    Anin Nirmala

    http://ask.fm/Anin95

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  49. My ultimate goals in life was to startup a family with a man who permanently wants me always as the only woman in his life, a man that only wants a future with me and his desires to be with and around me to be uncontrollable. A man that will turn a deaf ear to nothing or anyone trying to separate us.
    My goals where achieved 2 years ago; I must confess that our marriage was fine until someone somewhere started interfering, pushing and putting negative thoughts in his head out of envy. As days goes by, the atmosphere around us looked fine and automatically did a complete 360, we went from living together, talking, texting and such all-day every-day to barely anything at all. We separated because of the rumor that I couldn’t bear a child. It was a lie told by someone who envied our peaceful marriage.
    I sought the help of Dr. Wakina via (dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com) according to reviews I read online and on radio about his work. I found total justice, redemption and restoration through his love spell after months of broken heart. Our enemies where proven wrong the moment my husband comeback to me. I believe there will also go blind after seeing me pregnant.
    All hail Dr. Wakina for reinstituting my marriage.

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  50. I never believed in spell casting, but After 4 years of dating, I still imagine how Dr Kabaka brought my ex lover back to me in just 24 hour. No one could have ever made me believe that there is a real spell caster that really work. am sarah by name,I want to quickly tell the world that there is a real on line spell caster that is powerful and genuine, His name is Dr Kabaka, He helped me recently to reunite my relationship when my ex lover who left me, When i contacted Dr Kabaka he cast a love spell for me and my ex lover who said he doesn't have anything to do with me again, he called me and started begging me. he is back now with so much love and caring. today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the powers of bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my lover,and the most surprise,is that our love is very strong,every day is happiness and joy. and there is nothing like been with the man you love.i am so happy that my love is back to me with the help of Dr.Kabaka if you have similar problem i will advice you to contact him ,he is there to help you and put a smile on your face. his email:kabakasolutionhome360@yahoo. com

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  51. Effective LOVE SPELL to Win your Ex-Lover back fast.{obhoosagie@gmail.com or whatapp +233556329035}
    Hi my name is Kate Clancy, I’m 24 years old. My husband left me 3
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    get him back since then. i have tried many options but he did not come
    back, so i searched for help online and I came across a website that
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    give him a try..I contacted him and he told me what to do and i did
    it, then he did a (LOVE SPELL) for me, 28 hours later, my husband came
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    again. Ever since then, everything has returned back to normal.add he up on whatapp +233556329035 me and my husband are living together happily again.. All thanks to Dr Unity.If you have any problem contact Dr.Unity now and i guarantee you that he will help you..Email him at: obhoosagie@gmail.com ,you can also call him or add him on whats-app:+233556329035,obhoosagie@gmail.com

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  52. HOW TO GET YOUR EX BACK WITHOUT PANIC
    I Am Hair From North Carolina. i want to testify about powerful Dr Azuka for saving my Relationship.I must be one of the few who don’t have a trouble showing and telling someone how grateful I am for making my Relationship a melodious and smooth Relationship. I have been trying to be more positive about my relationship with my boyfriend, it seems like it has taken forever. Another lady took my Fiancee away from me and they both relocated. i cried and searched for him to come back but he refused to take my calls nor return my messages. My friend introduced me to a powerful spell caster called Dr Azuka who helped me cast a very powerful love spell that brought back my Fiancee in 48 hours. i was amazed and surprised when my fiancee called to beg me for forgiveness all because of the powerful love spell of Dr Azuka. Don"t fail to Contact Dr Azuka through the following means if You Have Any Marital Or Relationship Problem. His Contact Information Are

    Email: greatazukaspellcast@yahoo.com

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  53. My story is probably typical. Husband fell into an affair with a woman at work and left me,i felt my life was over and my kids thought they would never see their father again. i tried to be strong just for the kids but i could not control the pains that torments my heart, my heart was filled with sorrows and pains because i was really in love with my husband. Every day and night i think of him and always wish he would come back to me, I was really upset and i needed help, so i searched for help online and I came across a website that suggested that Dr Unity can help get ex back fast. So, I felt I should give him a try. I contacted him and he told me what to do and i did it then he did a (Love spell) for me. 28 hours later, my husband really called me and told me that he miss me and the kids so much, So Amazing!! So that was how he came back that same day,with lots of love and joy,and he apologized for his mistake,and for the pain he caused me and the kids. Then from that day,our Marriage was now stronger than how it were before,All thanks to Dr Unity. he is so powerful and i decided to share my story on the internet that Dr Unity real and powerful spell caster who i will always pray to live long to help his children in the time of trouble, if you are here and you need your Ex back or your husband moved to another woman, do not cry anymore, contact this powerful spell caster now. Here’s his contact,Email him at: Unityspelltemple@gmail.com , Call or add him on whats-app: +2348071622464 .

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  54. With my heart full of happiness and greatness, i am sharing my wonderful story with you guys, i thought i lost the man of my dream forever when Daniel[my boyfriend] changed to me all of a sudden all in the name of distance, he is tired of the relationship and his not ready to relocate or continue with the wedding plans as planned. i cried all my eyes out still Daniel was not ready to listen to me or his friends, luckily for me i came in contact with Dr Ereke and he promised to help me which he did and now i am the most happiest girl on earth, Dr Ereke wiped my tears away by helping me to bring me back Daniel to love me even more than the previous and we are getting married sooner than we planned earlier. This is my story of how Dr Ereke helped me, if you having any issues concerning relationship, health issues and all contact him at: erekespellcaster@yahoo.com

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  55. Dr. Todd you should know that he's back, and we are happy again, I couldn't have done it with out you. thanks for Staying with me, when i was alone. Your the best. And for the people that don't know about my case, I contacted him a month ago, I was heartbroken and he helped me. Only 2 weeks after the spell was cast I'd got the results. He came back to me and ask me to forgive him. The other woman went back to Australia. THANKS! e-mails: manifestspellcast@gmail.com or manifestspellcast@yahoo.com

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  56. It was a dream come through when a traveled 4,530 miles just to see Dr. Wakina face to face and to also witness how he does the spell work that got many people talking all over the planet.
    I was happy for the reception I got in his spiritual temple. As a nervous woman, I was astonished the moment Dr. Wakina placed his hands on my forehead and showed me a vision and the future between me and my husband.
    According to the vision, the future between me and my husband lasted for eternity withought any negative effect or external interference.
    The reason why I am going public is because the visions and prophesies towards my entire house hold has already been manifested, today made it three months that Dr. Wakina proved himself to us and it is a thing of joy.
    I humbly share Doctor Wakina email address where he can be reached dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com.
    Eternally grateful.

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  57. Henderson Elizabeth
    Dr joy is a trust worthy spell caster and he will be of great help to you. I never believed in spell casting but After 4 years of marriage my husband left me because I lost my womb, and i was unable to give birth to children. I felt like my life has come to an end, and i almost committed suicide, i was emotionally down for a very long time, but thanks to this spell caster called Dr joy whom i met online after my friend Becky Ross told me how he also helped her to bring back her husband in less than 2 days. I believed her and decided to give Dr joy a try and i contacted him on his email joylovespell@gmail.com. and explained my problems to him. He laughed and told me that In less than 2 days, my Husband will come back to me again, and that he will restore my womb and i will give birth to children. At first i thought it was a joke but i took courage and believed as Dr joy has said and it did happen just as this Great spell caster said, My husband called me and was crying, begging for forgiveness. I forgive him and today i am so glad that all worries and problems has gone away, and we are even happier than before, another good news is that i am pregnant now, and very soon we will have our baby. Dr joy is really a gifted and a powerful spiritual man and i will not stop publishing him because he is a wonderful man. I advice you all If you have a problem and you are looking for a real and genuine spell caster to solve all your problems just Contact Dr joy on his email on joylovespell@gmail.com. because he will always help you to solve all problems. Once again thank you Dr joy. Thank you, thank you.
    you can also call him or add him on Whats-app: +2347088404185.

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  58. I looked forward to be a whole family again with a love spell, I actually got tired of living a depressing life. I was so unlucky that my husband fell out of love with me; he keeps threatening me with divorce paper almost everyday. But all I wanted in our home are positive thinking, love and happiness all the time. I wanted us to be good parent to our kids. When Dr. Wakina stepped in with his helping hands via dr.wakinalovetemple@gmail.com I began to feel lighter on the inside, I stopped having that heavy feeling on my chest during the process of the love spell. Two days after, my husband started exhibiting some positive character. He confessed that he was thinking of me more recently even when he was with his girlfriend. I was overwhelmed when he came to me and apologized for every wrong he has done to me, I also apologized to him as well.  Dr. I just want to say thanks for the patience and kindness shown to me during the whole spell process. My husband and I has been living happily after the love spell, none of his exs ever comeback.

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  59. Genuine Tricks, Love Spell To Get Your Ex Girlfriend Back!! My girlfriend and I broke up two days ago I just realized I can’t live without her but she doesn’t want to get back together what should I do in this situation? i was totally devastated i love my girlfriend so deeply, i can't do with out her i was about to give up on her them i come to a point that i should seek and look for urgent help to get her back,then I went online where I saw so many good talk, comment and testimony about this spell caster Dr happy so I had to contact him and explain my problems to him and trust me just 2 days as he has promise for the love spell i orded, my girlfriend was back and her behavior changed and she was back to the woman i got engage to glory be unto Dr happy who god sent to restored back my relationship if you need any help, a real genuine spell caster online do not hercitate to call and email Dr happy he also can help in your situation and get your ex lover back contact email..
    happylovespell2@gmail.com
    Whatsapp him or better still call...+2348133873774
    You can also view on his Blogs site... https://happylovespell2.blogspot.com.ng/

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  60. My life is beautiful thanks to you, Mein Helfer. Lord Jesus in my life as a candle light in the darkness. You showed me the meaning of faith with your words. I know that even when I cried all day thinking about how to recover, you were not sleeping, you were dear to me. I contacted the herbal center Dr Itua, who lived in West Africa. A friend of mine here in Hamburg is also from Africa. She told me about African herbs but I was nervous. I am very afraid when it comes to Africa because I heard many terrible things about them because of my Christianity. god for direction, take a bold step and get in touch with him in the email and then move to WhatsApp, he asked me if I can come for treatment or I want a delivery, I told him I wanted to know him I buy ticket in 2 ways to Africa To meet Dr. Itua, I went there and I was speechless from the people I saw there. Patent, sick people. Itua is a god sent to the world, I told my pastor about what I am doing, Pastor Bill Scheer. We have a real battle beautifully with Spirit and Flesh. Adoration that same night. He prayed for me and asked me to lead. I spent 2 weeks and 2 days in Africa at Dr Itua Herbal Home. After the treatment, he asked me to meet his nurse for the HIV test when I did it. It was negative, I asked my friend to take me to another nearby hospital when I arrived, it was negative. I was overwhite with the result, but happy inside of me. We went with Dr. Itua, I thank him but I explain that I do not have enough to show him my appreciation, that he understands my situation, but I promise that he will testify about his good work. Thank God for my dear friend, Emma, ​​I know I could be reading this now, I want to thank you. And many thanks to Dr. Itua Herbal Center. He gave me his calendar that I put on my wall in my house. Dr. Itua can also cure the following diseases ... Cancer, HIV, Herpes, Hepatitis B, Inflammatory Liver, Diabetis, Fribroid, recover your ex. You can contact him by email or whatsapp, @ .. drituaherbalcenter@gmail.com, phone number .. + 2348149277967 .. He is a good doctor, talk to him kindly. I'm sure he will also listen to you.

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  63. i am ERIC BRUNT by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my wife after three(3) years of marriage just because another Man had a spell on her and she left me and the kid to suffer. one day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a man had a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my wife. Thanks for helping me Dr Akhere contact him on email: AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com
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    i am ERIC BRUNT by name. Greetings to every one that is reading this testimony. I have been rejected by my wife after three(3) years of marriage just because another Man had a spell on her and she left me and the kid to suffer. one day when i was reading through the web, i saw a post on how this spell caster on this address AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com have help a woman to get back her husband and i gave him a reply to his address and he told me that a man had a spell on my wife and he told me that he will help me and after 3 days that i will have my wife back. i believed him and today i am glad to let you all know that this spell caster have the power to bring lovers back. because i am now happy with my wife. Thanks for helping me Dr Akhere contact him on email: AKHERETEMPLE@gmail.com
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  64. A GREAT SPELL CASTER (DR. EMU) THAT HELP ME BRING BACK MY EX GIRLFRIEND.
    Am so happy to testify about a great spell caster that helped me when all hope was lost for me to unite with my ex-girlfriend that I love so much. I had a girlfriend that love me so much but something terrible happen to our relationship one afternoon when her friend that was always trying to get to me was trying to force me to make love to her just because she was been jealous of her friend that i was dating and on the scene my girlfriend just walk in and she thought we had something special doing together, i tried to explain things to her that her friend always do this whenever she is not with me and i always refuse her but i never told her because i did not want the both of them to be enemies to each other but she never believed me. She broke up with me and I tried times without numbers to make her believe me but she never believed me until one day i heard about the DR. EMU and I emailed him and he replied to me so kindly and helped me get back my lovely relationship that was already gone for two months.
    Email him at: Emutemple@gmail.com  
    Call or Whats-app him: +2347012841542

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  65. A big thanks to Dr Oselumen i never believe that there still exist a real death spell caster after all this years of disappointment from the enormous spammers on the Internet who go about scamming people, until i was opportune to meet Dr Oselumen a real spell caster, through a close friend called Jennifer who Dr oselumen had helped before, when i contacted him with his email via droselumen@gmail.com i explain how my ex have been giving me problem in my marriage, she never allowed me a moment of peace, and i need to end it by killing her, and i don't want to make use of assassin because it will be risky so i needed to do it in a spiritual way that's why i decided to contact him, he assured me not to worry as i have contacted the right person at the right time, i co-operated with him and in less than a week my ex was dead, she slept and never woke up all thanks to Dr Oselumen indeed he's really a humble man. you can contact dr oselumen for any death spell, such as to kill your superior in the office and take his or her place, death spell to kill your father and inherit his wealth ,death spell to kill anyone who have scammed you in the past ,spell for increase in salaries, spell for promotion at the office, spell to get your ex lover back, if things is not working well in your life then you need to contact him now via Email droselumen@gmail.com call or add him on whatsapp +2348054265852.

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  66. DR EMU WHO HELP PEOPLE IN ANY TYPE OF LOTTERY NUMBERS
    It is a very hard situation when playing the lottery and never won, or keep winning low fund not up to 100 bucks, i have been a victim of such a tough life, the biggest fund i have ever won was 100 bucks, and i have been playing lottery for almost 12 years now, things suddenly change the moment i came across a secret online, a testimony of a spell caster called dr emu, who help people in any type of lottery numbers, i was not easily convinced, but i decided to give try, now i am a proud lottery winner with the help of dr emu, i won $1,000.0000.00 and i am making this known to every one out there who have been trying all day to win the lottery, believe me this is the only way to win the lottery.

    Dr Emu can also help you fix this issues

    (1)Ex back.
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    Contact him on email Emutemple@gmail.com
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  67. I really want to thank Dr Emu for saving my marriage. My wife really treated me badly and left home for almost 3 month this got me sick and confused. Then I told my friend about how my wife has changed towards me. Then she told me to contact Dr Emu that he will help me bring back my wife and change her back to a good woman. I never believed in all this but I gave it a try. Dr Emu casted a spell of return of love on her, and my wife came back home for forgiveness and today we are happy again. If you are going through any relationship stress or you want back your Ex or Divorce husband you can contact his whatsapp +2347012841542 or email emutemple@gmail.com website: Https://emutemple.wordpress.com/ Https://web.facebook.com/Emu-Temple-104891335203341

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